Thursday, January 20, 2011
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
Mindless
This semester is not at its best.
No. I think that's wrong.
THIS SEM, I AM NOT AT MY BEST.
That's better, more believable.
I should not condemn this sem of school year 2010-2011, nor our morning schedule and even my not-so-much-likable instructors if our subjects seem to bore me.
If my phone's alarm fails to caught my attention when necessary, it's not the gadget's fault. If I sleep late and arrives at school with my eyes lump, schoolwork isn't to be blamed as well.
MYSELF.
Someone I've been trying to understand since late last year, I guess.
What I'm doing now: Blogging
What I am SUPPOSED to be doing: Assignments.
Why? I don't know. Procrastination?
But sometimes I don't, I keep wondering that if I'm aware that I'm procrastinating, why am I still letting it absorb me? Considering that I know that I won't get anything from it. It'll just consume my time that will eventually end up being unproductive later before I realize and sleep.
I don't even know what this blog is supposed to point out as I stop typing. Maybe, I just feel so unmotivated. There's a lot of notions I can't help thinking and that maybe, I'm hoping that typing 'whatever' may help me release those.
I'm starting to doubt myself. I'm just not me right now, yet I'm hoping that I get back myself soon!
And while waiting for myself, a friend recommended this site that I've been digging for the last three days - http://8tracks.com/. Playlists here of all sorts really give me that good vibe I always need from the moment I wake up til I sleep c': My fave? Happy songs c':
***
If my grades no longer satisfies me, I'm not being shallow. Please do also understand that I'm not trying to boast and hurt anyone with my so-called 'immature' reaction.
No. I think that's wrong.
THIS SEM, I AM NOT AT MY BEST.
That's better, more believable.
I should not condemn this sem of school year 2010-2011, nor our morning schedule and even my not-so-much-likable instructors if our subjects seem to bore me.
If my phone's alarm fails to caught my attention when necessary, it's not the gadget's fault. If I sleep late and arrives at school with my eyes lump, schoolwork isn't to be blamed as well.
MYSELF.
Someone I've been trying to understand since late last year, I guess.
What I'm doing now: Blogging
What I am SUPPOSED to be doing: Assignments.
Why? I don't know. Procrastination?
But sometimes I don't, I keep wondering that if I'm aware that I'm procrastinating, why am I still letting it absorb me? Considering that I know that I won't get anything from it. It'll just consume my time that will eventually end up being unproductive later before I realize and sleep.
I don't even know what this blog is supposed to point out as I stop typing. Maybe, I just feel so unmotivated. There's a lot of notions I can't help thinking and that maybe, I'm hoping that typing 'whatever' may help me release those.
I'm starting to doubt myself. I'm just not me right now, yet I'm hoping that I get back myself soon!
And while waiting for myself, a friend recommended this site that I've been digging for the last three days - http://8tracks.com/. Playlists here of all sorts really give me that good vibe I always need from the moment I wake up til I sleep c': My fave? Happy songs c':
***
If my grades no longer satisfies me, I'm not being shallow. Please do also understand that I'm not trying to boast and hurt anyone with my so-called 'immature' reaction.
xiXi =3
Monday, January 17, 2011
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